Mom was sitting on that black bollard because I asked her to. She wanted a picture with the ship behind her, and I wanted her out of the chair for one minute so the picture would look like her and not like a hospital brochure.
“Scoot left a little, Mom,” I said. “The ship’s coming out of the top of your head.”
She laughed and shaded her eyes with one hand. The sun on Pier B was the white, flat kind that comes up off the boards and the water at the same time. It was a little after two in the afternoon, the week before Mother’s Day, and the sign on the terminal said eighty-six degrees.
I had my phone up when Ralph’s knee went.
He did not fall all the way. He was standing a few feet behind Mom’s empty chair, and his right leg just quit under him, like a gate swinging open. He caught the rail with both hands and went the color of wet newspaper.
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“Ralph,” my sister Augusta said. Not loud. Just his name, flat, the way you say it when a glass is already falling.
She had him in Mom’s chair before I could lower the phone. She swung it around, kicked the brake off with her sandal, and turned the whole thing toward the gangway.
“He can’t stand on it,” she said over her shoulder. “I’ll send it right back down.”
“Augusta, I’m fine,” Ralph said. His jaw was tight. “Give your mother her chair.” “You are not fine. Hush.”
She pushed him up the ramp to the crew at the bottom of the gangway, held up both their ship cards, and they waved her through. The last I saw was the back of Ralph’s ball cap tipping up the incline and Mom’s yellow ribbon fluttering on the left handle.
Then they were inside the ship, and Mom and I were on the pier.
The forty minutes
I want to say I was calm. I was mostly calm. I am a rural mail carrier out of Washington, Indiana, and after nineteen years of Daviess County back roads, a dog under the porch and a washed out culvert, you learn to stand still and count before you do anything.
So I stood still and counted. I counted fifteen minutes on my phone. Then I counted thirty. The chair did not come back down.
Mom kept smiling at the people coming back from Duval Street with their shopping bags and their sunburns. She has always done that. She will smile at strangers until the strangers wonder if they know her.
“She’ll be right down, honey,” she said. “They probably have to find an elevator.” “Probably,” I said.
I tried Augusta’s phone. It went straight to voicemail. I knew why. She had put it on airplane mode the first day out of Tampa because she read online that the ship charges you for every text when you are at sea, and she was not going to pay eleven dollars for a picture of a towel folded like a swan.