He has been the pack’s committee chair for eleven years. He is a quiet man with a white crew cut and the kind of face that has delivered every kind of news to every kind of mailbox.
He doesn’t choose sides. What he does is read everything, all the way to the bottom.
Kristen reached for the binder, and Tom set his hand flat on it.
“We’ll read these out loud, Kris,” he said. “Every one. Then we’ll all know what we’re talking about.”
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“Tom, the book says zero. I’ve got the book.”
“Then we’ll compare it to the sheets.” His voice was kind. That was the worst of it for her, I think. It was kind, and it did not move. “Go ahead and bring the book up here.”
She did not bring the book up. She said it was in her car. Tom nodded, as though that were a perfectly reasonable thing for a pack treasurer to say, and he turned back to the first sheet.
He held it up to the stripe of sun and read it aloud. “Customer, Dale Dolan, Dolan Grain. Three large tins, forty dollars each. One hundred twenty dollars. Signed, Dale Dolan. Pink copy.” He laid it down. “That’s a hundred twenty.”
He read the second. He read the third.
He read them slowly and in order, in the flat, careful voice of a man calling out a route, and in the third row Owen Lindgren’s father, who owns the implement dealership, began to add the numbers on the back of a bulletin.
The Lutheran church sits at the edge of a town of nine hundred people. Every name Tom read was a name the room already knew. The Hovland sisters. The tellers at the bank. Pastor Jim, forty dollars. The feed store.
Every time he read a name, somebody in the room made a small sound. Not words. A kind of recognition, the way people react at the end of a long procession when the family comes by.
“Joanne Hovland, who is sitting right there,” Tom said, “ordered two tins of the cheese corn, thirty dollars.”
“I did,” said Joanne Hovland, from the fourth row. “He wrote my name wrong and fixed it, and I signed it twice.”
“Here’s your second signature,” Tom said gravely, and a few people laughed, the first loose sound in the room.
By the twentieth sheet, the arithmetic had stopped being the point. The point was the handwriting.
A nine-year-old boy had stood on forty-six porches and a man at an elevator scale and a woman in a bank, and had taken down their names in a round, careful, schoolroom hand, with a sharpened pencil and no help.
Owen Lindgren’s father had stopped adding. He was just looking at the sheets. “Forty-six of them,” he said to nobody. “Forty-six people.”
Kristen sat down. I did not see her do it.
One moment she was standing beside the cash box with her hand on the lid, and the next she was sitting in the folding chair behind it with the lid still under her palm.
Her face had gone a color I won’t describe. She is thirty-eight years old and she was, I think, finally doing arithmetic of her own.